love

love is so fragile. i have watched both the anime and the movie once but i am watching the movie again this evening. i dont know what is the magic of these 2 nana but i just love them. 2 completely different girls, with the same name and birthday, who met on the train. how their lives crossed each other and i like the fact that the anime protrays the girlfriends are always there and understand you.

i never fail to feel digested by this innocent, cute nana's boyfriend, shoji. he cheated on her when she was trying her best in this foreign land to be independent. she has some serious long term plans with him and he actually fell in love with another girl. what an ass, seriously!! and the worst thing was he chose to run away when he realised he was in deep shit. jerk!!!

seriously, i do hate guys who run away when they are faced with a problem. running away isnt the best and only solution to the problem. your absence actually worsens the problem unknowingly. you think that running away is giving each other some space and time to think about it and probably things will be fine after a few days. how naive! dont leave everything to chance. if you arent going to work hard, you would only be getting peanuts. so, stop running away and face the problem like a man.

at work

omg! my first entry at work. which of the jobs that i had so far gives me the luxary of blogging at work? even so, i cant wait for 4 jul to come and this is just one of the reasons. i managed to beat the rain, bought my lunch and came back to office dry. =) on my way back to the office, it started to drizzle. and so, let's hope today is my lucky day.

life has been boring. it is the 9 to 6 office work that is draining all my happiness away. when i start working, i must really really find something that i like and enjoy doing. i seriously cant picture myself experiencing this all over again a few years later.

see, i dont have anything else to blog about. damn it!!!! i hate this place. fat, have fun at japan and come back fast!!!!!

coldplay!

i simply adore coldplay. =) kinda regretted not going to their concert in singapore 2 years ago. damn it! i am sure they will be back in singapore soon. please start your asia/world tour soon. i was listening to one of their songs, lost, from the new album. omg! the very first sentence gave me goosebumps. it is kinda like the yellow feeling. seriously, just listen to the music because i know my words will not give the song any justice.

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
And I'm just waiting till the firing starts
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off

office life

awkwardly silent. nothing at all. just random typing on the keyboard and the clicking of the mouse. occassionally, a few sneezings could be heard. boring! this is the kind of office i entered every morning. seriously, this sucks! where is the morning rush that i need to enjoy? where is the common shoutings from the offices? why dont the telephones ring? everything plays in only one tone.

i shant learn not to complain. afterall it is just a temporary job. it is not like i have to work my ass off to earn a promotion or pay rise. i am just there to suck some blood out of the big boss. i need cash for my bangkok holiday-ing. so hopefully i will be able to get the job goi recommended and quit the current on by the end of the month. seriously, a slack job is a lifeless job. and it drains my energy out of me faster than ever. bored!

go go go!